The Self Honey Tag (Cause You Lot Should Larn As Well As Honey Yourself)

There is a large business office of me that genuinely wants to showtime this spider web log post service alongside some double entendre (yay, for beingness dirty-minded!), but I conduct hold decided to maintain things overnice as well as chirpy today. You see, things are looking upwards for me at the moment. I yet don't know where my life is going, but at to the lowest degree I'm feeling much better. On the rare moments when I exercise sink dorsum into a dark pit of sadness, people similar Becky from The Owlet save me by, for example, tagging me inwards the Self Love Tag, which is genuinely almost appreciating yourself. Even though I'd told myself I wouldn't exercise tags anymore, but I couldn't tell 'no' to this one; I needed some positivity.
It was a petty hard tag for me to write though. Apart from the get upwards that makes me intend of unlike things, I can't assist but singing 'YOU SHOULD GO AND LOVE YOURSELF' piece writing this post service (yes, all caps were necessary because I exclusively conduct hold i mass on the rare occasion that I sing as well as that's loud). Anyway, I experience similar I'm getting means of topic, therefore I'll simply larn to listing the rules as well as answering some questions.

The Rules:

1. Answer all the questions honestly (damn, at that topographic point goes my innovation of making it all up)
2. Tag 5 people who yous wish to select a flake of happiness to (can't I select them pizza instead?)

What is something that is getting yous downward at the moment?

The means my ex-boyfriend as well as I separate upwards - over text, without giving ourselves the run a hazard to speak our problems out. I know that his mental wellness made it hard to live inwards a human relationship as well as I was breaking downward mentally equally well, but the means nosotros ended it was just... wrong. I regret that breakup inwards every unmarried means as well as would modify it if I could. I loathe knowing I made a error I can't laid correct now.

What is something that makes yous happy?

Daydreaming makes me therefore happy. I dearest to revisit places similar Edinburgh as well as Antwerp piece sitting on the couch alongside a loving cup of tea on rainy days, or innovation hereafter trips inwards the garden alongside locomote brochures all roughly me. Daydreams are where my spider web log posts, new ideas as well as plans for the hereafter come upwards from.

Name iii guilty pleasures!

1) Music past times De Jeugd Van Tegenwoordig. I started listening ironically, equally a truthful hipster, but ended upwards genuinely liking bits as well as pieces...
2) Trash tv set such equally Wicked Tuna. Brainless binge watching at its best.
3) Fake ghost hunting videos on YouTube. Pure genius to come across people pretend they saw a ghost piece they clearly didn't as well as can't act.

What is something almost yourself you'd similar to improve on?

I'd dearest to pass less fourth dimension thinking almost things I can't change. I pass likewise much fourth dimension thinking as well as overanalyzing my feelings. The latter is a upshot of therapy as well as volition in all probability come upwards to an terminate some fourth dimension inwards the future, but for at i time it's genuinely frustrating to know that your heed is messing alongside you, yet yous can't larn inwards halt quite yet.

When was the lastly fourth dimension yous belly laughed?

I used to exercise that a lot inwards October, but it's larn a lot less frequent since then. Last fourth dimension was just i calendar week ago. I was watching the Dutch version of Ink Master as well as i of the tattoo artists was wearing a tiny Sun hat. I don't know why, but grown men inwards floppy hats brand me express joy out loud for ages. Every fourth dimension this guy was on covert I outburst out laughing as well as I'm non ashamed to acknowledge that I roughshod off my chair as well as rolled over the flooring laughing.

What is your biggest insecurity/fear?

My biggest fright is that I'll never honor individual to portion my life with. I'm a hopeless romantic pretending to live a pessimistic cynic, therefore there's that... True dearest as well as all that ish, my inferiority complex keeps telling me I'm non proficient plenty for that as well as I'll never honor it.

Name a vocal that e'er thank yous you upwards when you're down.

Recently that's been Sterrenstof past times De Jeugd Van Tegenwoordig. Before that it was a vocal called Free past times Emeli Sandé. Half Luna Bay past times Train e'er did the play a trick on when I was inwards high school. I could go out along similar this for a while, hahaha.

Name iii things yous similar almost yourself

1) My creativity; I don't intend I'd live writing this if I didn't conduct hold that. It's made life much to a greater extent than fun.

2) My wish to brand a divergence inwards this world; I don't know how to genuinely brand that difference, but I tin go on that.
3) My hair; all my friends hated my pilus when I was growing up, but I quite similar it at i time that I'm grown-up as well as don't attention almost high schoolhouse friends' opinions.

What is an achievement that has made yous proud of yourself this year?

I finally saved plenty coin to live able to larn an investor. I've been working hard for the past times couplet of years to salve upwards for trips to the other side of the world. I had to pose travelling on the backburner because of college trouble, therefore the coin was simply there, non beingness used. Now I invest inwards small-scale businesses inwards Cambodia, Republic of Ghana as well as Colombia. It makes me proud to come across that I'm financially stable plenty to live an investor as well as assist people inwards faraway countries alongside my savings.

Tell us your happiest memory.

Most of my happiest memories took house inwards Novato, California. Looking dorsum on them now, it's hard to alternative simply one, but walking to the puddle alongside my friends as well as seeing a grouping of deer cross the street a few meters away is a retentivity that e'er makes me happy. It's a small-scale but exceptional one.

So at that topographic point yous conduct hold it. Influenza A virus subtype H5N1 petty happiness, a tiny flake of sadness, as well as i dominion left to follow: I hereby tag Kanra, Kathie K, Jerneja, The Girl alongside an Accent as well as Louise. Now yous go out as well as dearest yourself! (And yeah yous may conduct hold that whichever means yous want.)

x Envy

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